Louder Than Reality

by James Van Cleaf

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This track was very difficult to work on due to the psychologically challenging nature of the place from which it emerged. I can only hope analyzing and trying to express some such uncomfortable states reaches you deeply and makes you feel less alone.

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The soul imprisoned
Freedom paradox

Death would be better than this, I'm sure
This is not what I had meant to become

Thoughts born in isolation
Louder than reality
Compulsions make me sick

Thoughts left to fermentation
Intoxicating me
End it all

This was supposed to protect me
Can you see me?
The world is off

Lost myself in self-discovery
Vibrant colors have become gray
Is this dream impossible?

This was supposed to protect me
Can you see me?
The world is off

Thoughts born in isolation
Louder than reality
Compulsions make me sick

Thoughts left to fermentation
Intoxicating me
End it all

End. It. All.

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released October 4, 2019
All composition, performances, lyrics and production by James Van Cleaf

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